You

I hate but love the way you are occupying my thoughts almost every moment of the day. I don't want anyone to possess me so fully but I can't stop myself from feeling this way. You're more than I bargained for, a lot of what I hoped for but there are also parts of you I don't know if I can deal with. You have a permanent smile affixed to my face. You are still making my heart skip a beat almost every minute of the day. The suspense building up until I see you again is a sweet agony.