Has Been

Used to be, we were, it is no more...

Today I talked to someone who I still care deeply about, who I found a real connection with about a year ago. I remember wanting this person to be my life, wanting him to be more than he was ready to be. I know we could have made it, but fear held him back. It was a conversation full of heartache for me today. The type that brings back the ache of missing this person like a knife to your heart. A deep lonely ache where there was nothing before. Are there people that you never stop missing? Good to hear he's doing better, still sad that we've drifted far apart.

Makes me really appreciate the one I do have in my life, who I miss but who always come back...