Transitions and Questions

As usual when I seem to be unhappy, I tend to do things I shouldn't and then beat myself up over it. Therefore insuring that I am unhappy I guess.

Partying away my paychecks and not sleeping certainly don't help when you have things to do and bills to pay.

But when you get rejected by someone you like it only seems like the right thing to do is lock yourself in that stall and get rid of the pain through whatever means necessary.

Others have an interest in me, but for what reason?

Not the good ones I guess.

I think it's time for some seclusion once again my friends.

Sick of being everyone's excuse or use. Or whatever.

F you all.