Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Recovery...

The beginning of the week is always a crap shot (sometimes literally) on how I will be feeling. Usually happy because I've had a good weekend and had fun with friends, but usually my body is dying. I can stay up for countless hours and sometimes I think I must be a cyborg of some sort. But then the inevitable crash comes and reality begins anew. This week has been a plethora of aching insides but having the most beautiful Monday night of my life helped ease my pain. Some moments are beautiful gifts that you just have to treasure. Looking into someone's eyes and seeing perfection. Well that IS what life is all about. Those perfect moments of happiness and emotion. Intimacy and sharing.

I'm getting all teary eyed again. It will most definitely be interesting to see where this will go. I want this so bad, but I don't want to jinx it. I really do and always have believed in fate and that there is one perfect who is your perfection. Could this be it?

Saturday, September 10, 2005


Chilly & Cuddling...

Well, I woke up early this morning to a chilly chilly day. I kind of like these days, the crispness in the air makes you feel somewhat more alive and everything seems much more fresh. The sweltering stickiness of summertime has ended it appears. It seems much too early for that to have happened, but I have to remind myself that it is already mid-September and the days are passing quickly into fall.

What I like most about this time of year is the possibility of cuddling with a loved one. Oh yes, those lazy Saturdays where you just snuggle up in bed, perhaps with the Saturday paper and just spend the day lazing in bed, keeping each other warm and toasty.

Unfortunately I am up early and at work. I stayed in last night and went to sleep. It's kind of weird being up and being productive on a Saturday. I've worked Saturdays before, but usually straight home from the club, changed my clothes and then straight out back to work. Spending the day twitching and oblivious. Awwww, days used to be so fun back then. (That was last week...oops!)

Now I'm here feeling ok, but bored! Although, I've already had an interesting occurance since I've gotten here. Hmm, there might be a better, nicer, HOTTER reason for me to be coming into the office soon. Hmmmmmmm.......