Good Life

Life is good. New prospects, cleaning house (literally and figuratively) and just enjoying every day.

Funny how good things come into your life in droves. So happy to have met someone lovely and fantastic who is gorgeous, talented, sweet and has me absolutely twitterpated!



Spending a day with a dear friend watching Wonder Showzen and baking him pie...

Dancing the night away with friends, old and new...

Meeting up with an old flame and realizing he actually does care about you and you see things in a whole new light.

Let the music continue to heal me and let's dance the night away... Looking forward to tonight at Stereo...

As my friend said:

McFly says:
man I cannot fucking wait to dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Todays Revelation

Stadium rock rules.

That is all.

Where Is The Party?

Wednesday night, obviously in a state of inebriation, I mean what else can happen when you go out with a drag queen, a legendary dj, a hot dealer, your crush, your fabulous friend and your best friend, there was one of those WTF moments.

Walking along Ste-Catherines around 3:30 am, these two guys came up to us, "Where is the party, there must be a party?!" in heavy Austrian accents. I thought, you've got to be kidding. But they were the real deal, complete euro trash techno geeks. It was a total trip, but we still didn't help them out.

I'm almost regretting it.

Ode to Sabrina

by Chia (7/14/06)


Oh black Sabrina...
how I miss thou.

Thou wild dyed hair and flashing eyes,
slut-fabulous fashion sense and fierce attitude,
sketchy habits and habitual sketch,
slinky dancing and minky prancing,
neverending boy romancing...

Princess of crunk,
Empress of funk,
slinging cunt like egg mcmuffins at crackdonalds.
Billions served!

oh how she deserves
more respect than she receives
giving away for others' needs.
On her knees?
Indeed.

From the ground?

From the underground!
She rules supreme.

Hail Sabrina! Long live the queen!

These Are The Moments

Lying here with you,
Listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see,
The smile upon your face.

And these are the moments,
I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments,
I'll remember all my life.
I've found all I've Waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need.
Everything you are,
Is everything to me.

And these are the moments,
I know heaven must exist.
And these are the moments,
I know all I need is this,
I have all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could ask for more than this time with you.
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I've had's come true.
Right here in this moment,
Is right where that I meant to be.
Ohh here with you, here with me.

Ohh hoo.
Yeah
Oh Yeah

And these are the moments,
I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments,
I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've Waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could ask for more than this time with you.
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I've had's come true.
Right here in this moment,
Is right where that I meant to be.
Here with you, here with me.

I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
Cause it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.

More.
Uh huh uh.

And I could not ask for more.

This is how I feel right now. I am so content right now. I forgot how much lying next to someone, having them hold you through the night, well, just HOW good it is.

Last night made the wait worthwhile.

DISNEY

My life as a Disney moment!

Like A River - Jonas

"Baby I believe in you, Oh, you know that I do
But nothing remains the same, Lord knows why I do
Senseless conversations float around the room
My mind is on something else, like falling in love with you

Can’t remember who said it
That love is just a game
It’s gone in a minute and you wonder why you didn’t play

Life has it ups and downs, A wild and lonely ride
I’m sure you’ve had your doubts ‘bout coming out alive
Just listen to your conscience telling you to hold on
I know that you will find that nothing is really wrong

Loves gone in a minute
Oh, at least that what they say
And you know that when you’re in it
That your poor heart is gonna break

Let it go, let it flow like a river, like a river

I’ve often sat and wondered, am I wrong or am I right?
But the time I discover, You’ll be gone and outta sight

Baby I believe in you, Oh, you know that I do
But nothing remains the same, Lord knows why I do
Senseless conversations float around the room
My mind is on something else, like falling in love with you

Can’t remember who said it
That love is just a game
It’s gone in a minute and you wonder why you didn’t play

Let it go, let it flow like a river, like a river
Let it go, let it flow like a river, like a river "

Saw the video for this while hanging out with my girl, Nicole, in her hotel room. Jonas is from Montreal and a good friend of friends of mine. I've met him before, but not more than an introduction. This song gave me shivers, so I went out and bought the album. It's a departure from the usual that I listen to, but I honestly am loving it.

He'll be playing at the opening of the Out Games here in Montreal in July and seems to be have been doing very well for himself. From the little I've seen, this kid is a natural rock star. Looking forward to seeing the show...

DOCTORS

It is ALWAYS interesting going to the doctor. The waiting room alone is food for thought and this blog.

First there was the crazy man, he was old, overweight, wearing a LOUD Hawaiian shirt and yelling about Johnny Depp. I guess he was unhappy he defected to France maybe or jealous of his union with Mme. Paradis?!

Next there was the SCREAMING kid. I'm talking BLOODCURDLING screams and the stupid bitch mother who did absolutely NOTHING about it.

And finally guest star number three: old man with SHIT all over his legs. Like honestly, how do you not notice something like that. I would have felt sorry for him, like a problem of incontinence perhaps, but it was dried and crusty.

UGH.

Then my HOT female doctor wanted to give me a rectal exam. No thanks, shouldn't you buy me dinner first? Or is this the set of a porn I am not aware of?

Never a dull moment!

For The Record...

STEREO DOES NOT EQUAL RAVE!

Sorry TOOLIO:



I think I may have to challenge you to a duel to the death if you persist on this train of thought. That or a sacrifice to the disco gods.

Or Sheeba's suggestion: eviscerate the bastard!

Cat's Meow

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oh
seriously
yeah I like you... you're very pretty
fun
all around cats meow

Cat's meow - Something considered to be outstanding
Coined by American cartoonist Thomas a. Dorgan (1877-1929) whose work appears in many American newspapers.

1. The subject of admiration.
2. The envy of everyone.

I could get used to compliments like that!

Predictions

CANCER (June 21–July 22):This will be an excellent time—maybe one of the best weeks ever—to try herding cats, coaxing hermits to do karaoke, and getting anorexics to eat veggie burgers with all the fixings. In other words, Cancerian, the once inconceivable may become likely. The adventures you swore you would never have the courage to attempt are suddenly within your capacity. You can at least partially dissolve the one fear you've always believed would hobble you forever.

Definitely food for thought and I know what I want it to be about!

LUSH

Irony is the two definitions of this word:

From dictionary.com:

1. a. Having or characterized by luxuriant vegetation.
b. Abundant; plentiful. See Synonyms at profuse.
c. Extremely productive; thriving.
2. a. Luxurious; opulent: the lush décor of a grand hotel.
b. Extremely pleasing to the senses: a lush scent; lush fruit; the lush sounds of an orchestra.
c. Voluptuous or sensual.
3. Overelaborate or extravagant: lush rhetoric.

From urbandictionary.com:

If presented with an opportunity to drink shamelessly and in large quantities, and if in the mood for a drunken good time, a lush generally won’t pass up on it.




I am the epitome of at least one of those definitions.

Deep Thoughts...

And yes, I do have them.

I'm not anything if not overanalytical and extremely in my head at the best of times. It's something that can make me crazy but I also like being very much aware of what I am feeling and why.

I worry about those I love and their bad habits, whether is be bad relationships, self-hate, or substance abuse. I realize I have bad habits too, but know where I've been and where I am, so I know that I'm doing better by leaps and bounds. I worry about the pain and hurt I see in the children's eyes - most of the people I really care about are super sensitive amazing souls and sometimes their pain is too evident that it kills me inside.

It's also tough to decide to let go of relationships when they're destructive to you. Some people, maybe intentionally, maybe not, are users and manipulators. They want the control and they take it making you feel so utterly not in control that it leaves you hanging on to a thread of hope that in reality is just an illusion of an idea of what could have been.

But then you also start to see what other possibilities are right in front of you. Maybe where you should have been looking all along. My problem is I'm always so impatient for things to happen and I also am a person who is unashamed about showing how they feel. A deadly combination at the best of times.

So my weekend epiphanies are thus: BE PATIENT!!!! And cultivate the relationships that are positive, give you something good, make you feel good. Let things happen as they should, que sera sera. Good things always come to me in my life; I shouldn't doubt that everything will happen in time, that I deserve an amazing person to share my life with, I should have faith in myself and know my worth. (After all, Sheeba often screams it at me... Through repetitive verbal abuse may I come to know my worth, lol)

Love myself first and best and how can I fail to find that amazing person who is out there for me? So cliche but really so true.

I feel like I'm on Oprah, this is so Hallmark card material. Kill me now, but I've decided I'm a girl and I have feelings and dammit, I'm going to feel them.